Paranoia problem

i found out my paranoia problem from a song called papercut by linkin park.please look for the lyrics to know more .i feel like a stupid and useless person living in this world.i told my parents about this but they dont believe me.before i have this paranoia problem my life was great ,im able to do things fast ,think fast.when i got this paranoia things went bad, i feel like my life was destroyed.i cant even do a single things ,im thinking slow.do things slow like washing dishes other people takes 10min to wash it but i takes 40mins or maybe 1 hour .it is not that i dont want to do it fast but something has caused me to become slow and useless.i hope someone have this problem too or else i have difficulties to explain the unexplainable things.please forgive my english

My wedding

Hey my name is Chaitra and I am getting married in January next year. I want to know what all I need to do to take care of while planning my wedding?

My wedding

Hey my name is Chaitra and I am getting married in January next year. I want to know what all I need to do to take care of while planning my wedding?

''love'' ''problem'' ? -i think i'm falling out of love..?

 

It's not that big of a problem and it is definitely not love ..but I have a dilemma.
..i am sorry for taking your time.i have to write introduction to the ''problem'' first..
I met this boy at my friends birthday party and we kicked off pretty well. (Others were all drunk so I was hanging with him and it was fun xD) .Day after ,our friends all noticed that we are acting kinda like a couple already..O.o and it was weird for me but at the same time i was ok with it ..maybe i was drunk too?
He asked me out for a walk the second night.We talked and laughed.And at the end of the evening he wanted to kiss me but I got shy and asked him to 'leave that for some other time'..
When I got home i was kind of regretting it,and when i said that to my best friend (the two of them are childhood friends (we met on her birthday)) she got angry and threw pillow at me xD .She said that now is my turn to ask him out..so I did it ,the same cheesy way he asked me the first night (but it was also sweet) xD.
Soo third day,we went out,we talked and laughed.I told him that I haven't had my first kiss yet.And he said that my reaction last time was really cute and that my cheeks were really red! ..and i got shy again -.-' .after a long while, we sat at the bench,and it took me 20 minutes to finally kiss him..we actually talked about it! he explained me how to kiss (hahahaha i am such an idiot..). Then he leaned in slowly..but I moved!! I freakin' moved!!! if he hadn't been nervous till now, i definitely screwed now :S .We talked..and then i leaned to him and we finally kissed. it was sweet but i still don't know what I'm doing xD he even hugged me after.
Aaand we went out the the next day, with two other friends. It wasn't that awkward but neither of us spoke much. He walked me back home and we kissed,but I got shy again.. -.-'
We said our goodbyes because he had to got out of town for few days.. and we talked on Fb and he sent me funny pictures.But I was thinking (he stayed for 5 days) this whole time about everything...My brain in destroyed..i think i'm falling out of love..he is sweet,and very funny..but i don't think i have a crush o him..i don't have a lot of male friends so i stuck to him right away..but i'm not looking forward to kissing him or to go out with him,and to read his messages ..I think he really likes me .whats wrong with me? I don't feel butterflies >.< (or elephants crushing my organs (that is what's going on in my stomach when i fall in love) Am I drama queen? Everything is perfect,right? I just have to make up some drama in my life..is that it? ..my head is a mess -.-'
.He asked me to go out tomorrow,but i still haven't answered. I don't know how to react when see him..
to sum things up. I think i am falling out of love..what should i do? what if..i see him tomorrow and i don't feel elephants crushing my organs? ha? should i tell him that? how? ..i'm going to bury myself alive somewhere.. T_T

To forgive or walk away

for a while now i have been debating if I should stay and fight for my relationship or walk away...
about 8 months ago my girlfriend of almost 2 years cheated on me which devastated me in every way possible and lied to me in many ways, at that point and time we were living together and building a wonderful relationship so i thought...i obviously found out and moved out but then she kept looking for me and trying to get me back while holding on to the "other girl" (mind you guys..the other girl knew she was in a relationship with me ) to make the long story short...it has been a while since this happened and for some reason this wound it is still burning and i just cant get past it...I know that no one is perfect and i am no one to forgive but i just cant get past it...specially because she hurt me really bad it was someone that i gave my 100 percent to. when i was younger my father cheated on my mother various times so when it finally happened to me it touch a familiar wound and brought out some feelings i had buried as a child.
I am now 25 almost done with university,,i am independent I have a good job but i have bigger dreams... my gf is 33 a wonderful person that i see that she is trying to get our relationship together but i don't know anymore if i see myself with her. she has a past in which in every relationship has cheated..I had a feeling it would happened to me but i took the risk...our intimacy is ok...i am a person that requires alot of physical touch to feel loved... and she is not like that, i talk to her over and over that i need physical assurance and affection and she lacks majorly in that department. Maybe she is not letting go of me because she knows i am a good woman with great intentions, and i am not saying she is not going to find someone better (i hope she does) but maybe she is too comfortable with me.
and the situation is i don't know if i should continue this relationship or walk away even though it hurts so much...
My mother about a month ago was diagnosed with breast cancer and i just need to get my head clear of this because i want to be good mentally and emotionally for my mother. i would love to hear everyone's input. Thank you

 

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Please help me!

Hey, I'm only here because I needed today something and there's no one to tell. I'm done with life, I just can't do it anymore, I hate it and I hate the people in it. It's too late to get a salvage a social life, everybody knows I'm the weirdo, tue crazy guy, they all think I worship Satan and people walk up to me like "I heard you cut man" and I have fantasies about shooting everyone, but mostly about shooting myself. No one really loves me. I feel like a burden. Maybe when they hear I killed myself they'll be sad. Probably not. No one likes me. I have practically no friends. I dont really like my family except for my mum most of the time. I hate everything. I have no reason to go on. Damn.

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Low self-confidece, please give me an advice

Alright, this is gonna be a long talk I guess, first of all, sorry for my English, I'm not a native speaker & Thank you for reading this.

I AM CONFUSED, FRUSTRATED AND EMOTIONALLY DRAINED!

I would never tell this to my friend or relatives, it's the internet so I can share it without shame.

I am a person with a low-self esteem, really low, extremely low.
Why ?! - I guess it's because I haven't achieved anything BIG in life, no success, no goals. + Biggest one - overweight.

A bit about me : I'm 19 yo student, on my 2nd year at college. I've always been a smart guy, high grades etc etc... Now I'm in a good university. I'm telling you all this just because you won't be able think of me as a "dumb person" after reading all I'm gonna write. Well, I found Internet Marketing a year ago and since than I've been testing waters, I have a decent knowledge but made only $1000 in the past 12 months, laziness + low self esteem.
I don't even know where to begin.

Last years I had no idea what success was, I was worrying about how to get better PC, video games and stuff like that. After that my dad died and I had to take care of my family, that's where the harsh life begins, I'm not complaining, I got over many things and will in the future, in other words I'm seeking a successful life, right now all I want is to lose fat and make money for living.
First of all, I gotta say (if you've not been obese, you can't get this fully) that being overweight ruins one's whole life, I'm sure the main reason my confidence is equal to zero is being fat. I feel like a failure, it feels horrible when people are looking at you with eyes saying "damn, look at him, he's fat"... after all those things you start thinking that you're a failure, you're starting to have negative core beliefs, everything I do now feels wrong, I'm working - ITS WRONG! I'm talking - ITS WRONG! Relationships - ITS WRONG, even when I move it feels wrong. I would cry this crap out of me if I was a girl :you can laugh here: ... It's a lot of effort to be able to have faith in yourself after this.

You know the main reason of my low self-esteem. It affects everything, from relationships to work, I can't focus. 1 year ago I didn't pay any attention to this but now it bothers me this much. I feel like a COMPLETE failure, I need help.

Another problem (everything combined) : Today, I decided to re-think all things, like business, how I should do it etc etc ... I said to myself, I must think positive (a hundred times) and it turned in something like a behavior, I mean now my another half believes if I don't think positive 24/7 I'm gonna fail at everything. I'm sure it's not clear to you at all. I feel like positive thinking is a must do thing, of course it is but if I think "normally" I feel it's wrong, my mind wants to be motivated and excited all the time, that's not possible.

I wrote down things like :

What am I facing ?! - Low self-esteem
Why ?! - Because I'm fat, have no money ....
Can I solve it ?! - Yes!
How ?! - Be positive, don't do things that lower your self-esteem.

Every time a thought comes to my mind I start to think "is this right? should I do this?".... I wanted to boost my confidence with acting correctly all the time, no mistake, but when I do something I don't like even a bit I think "geez, I'm hopeless". Horrible feeling.

To put it clear, I can't sum up everything and make a decision, not in this situation only, every time, everywhere. It's because of my "excellent" self-esteem, every time I try to do something, I doubt myself and feel like a failure.

I hope you got it.

Biggest decision I want to make : I know that it is true but can't assure my other self. I said I'm seeking success, I know I can achieve it by taking action but my other half can't believe, it feel like I am divided in two parts. First one thinks that I need only action to become successful, another thinks that I need to combine positive thinking & action, unless I'll be a loser.

Someone tell me, I can get joy, happiness and normal self-confidence by achieving my goals ? I mean if I lose weight and make money, it'll definitely boost my confidence, I'm afraid that I'm gonna feel/act like a loser after that too, but I realize it's not true, hell of a mind game.

Tell me : Can actions like losing wight, making money (that will be the most enjoyable things in my life) bring me self-confidence?

THANKS!

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My student fancies me!!!

Hello everybody,
I am a teacher in the senior section of a reputed school. I am 27, is happily married and have a 4 year old daughter. I keep a close rapport with all my students since it's very necessary to be friendly with teens to handle them.It's about one of my favorite students. He is 18...a very good boy, studies well, very well behaved,sincere in whatever he does and is always ready to help others. That's a quality I appreciate the most since its very rare in the new generation. I was the club convenor of my subject last year , I needed help since I was doing it for the first time and he gave me his maximum support. He helped me in making subject magazines, in arranging exhibitions (he draws beautifully), seminars, typing my notes. ...We were very comfortable around each other.But in a past one or two months i noticed that his attitude towards me has changed.He is no longer comfortable when he is with me, avoids my eyes while talking to me.But I have caught him staring at me many times while I am teaching. He becomes very moody if I talk and laugh with any other student. I am very much worried for him. He is my most favorite student. I can see he is distracted in class and that will definitely affect his studies. He told me his exams were ok but still I am worried. I can't believe the boy who laughed and joked with me easily a few months before has completely changed. I tried to talk to him, but he is avoiding me. Now its vacation time, in three weeks the school will reopen. He usually used to call me to clear doubts but now no calls..i haven't heard from him since the vacation started. It was one of my colleagues(also my best friend) who suggested that he may have a crush on me. I was very embarrassed. But the more I think about his behavior... I don't know what to do..how to handle him...pls help me with your suggestions.. I want my best student back...next year i want to see him in in his usual self..

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Jealousy or Justified?

Because my boyfriend will be reading this post, I want to make this sound as fair and unbiased as possible. He thinks I have a jealousy problem. I agree with him TO SOME EXTENT. The following are the facts of the situation:

1- My boyfriend watches Game of Thrones (which is a show with a lot of scenes which are not suitable for family, but a great story line)
2- My boyfriend is addicted to adult movies.
3- I am in a long distance relationship. I get to see him once a year, for a few hours. We skype once or twice a week.
4- Our relationship is 3 years old.
5- I get a little jealous when we finds other women pretty and I try to compete.
6- He admitted that Game of Thrones made him excited. Now he claims it has no effect on him.

Recently, I told him that I didn't like him watching this show. Because of his addiction, i felt that this show was unsuitable. I would have allowed it had I been there with him to watch it. At that point, I could have been there to cater to his frustrations. But seeing as how I get to see him once a year, I cant be there when he needs sexual release. At which point, he turns to such movies. He got angry and told me to get my jealousy under control and implied that I wanted to leave him for another man. Is he right? Or do I have the right to expect him to obey without a rude backlash if I ask him to stop watching the show.

Whoever reads this, please respond.
Thankyou.

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bad self-confidence

Please help me.I'm so unconfident with myself.
I think my years of life past such a waste.
I'm 23 but I still shy, have a bad communication with people, new people and even my family
I don't know what's wrong with me but I seem afraid to start conversation
I'm afraid of talking wrongly, like people misunderstand what i said
i want to take a job but I need someone to cheer me ..constantly..i don't even have a good friends, real friends
by my side. I don't know to whom to talk about my life, my ideas, my anything..
minus my family because we really have a live of our own eventhough we are living in the same house
we have bad communication..I don't know where to turn to everytime I want a person by my side
With my quite personality, how can I make new friends, and maintain my relationship...
I'm all alone...
I frequently cry for this problem on my own...
I feel like I want to go somewhere , live with somebody else, that would hear me...but where to...I'm so lost..

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Relationship problems..

I have been dating a guy for more than 6 months. We used to be in the same class last year and he was my best guy friend. We had endless topics to talk about and we even got in trouble a couple times for chatting too much during class. We're not in the same class anymore this year but I confessed to him a couple months ago and he accepted. Every time we see each other we basically don't have anything to talk about...so it's kind of awkward between us now...what should I do? I know if this goes on, our relationship will end soon. and I don't want this to happen...any suggestions?


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should i save my marriage or love

Hi,
its been 7 and 1/2 yrs of my marriage, but no kids. My husband is nice guy , in a nice company and on a good designation , i was also working . my married life was ok(not good) and evrything was fine. b'coz of some reasons my husband has to reallocate to some other city. For which i wasn't ready , i didn't want to shift .. leaving everything behind , our home , my job and etc.But i had to .. but i convinced my husband that .. i will shift in new city after 4 months as i was in middle of a project which will be finished in 4 months. So he agreed and he shifted there leaving me alone in our home ..
And from here my story starts ... I met a guy in gym .. who knew me .. and was deeply in love with me ... he also knew that i m married. .. and when i started talking to him(in a general way).. he expressed his feelings.. i thought may be he wants to take a advantage of me as my husband is not here . but i was completely wrong he really loved (still loves me) and wants to marry me in fact this guy is 6 yrs younger then me. After meeting him i realized the love ...as mine was an arrange marriage .. he made me feel like i m needed and someone wants me so badly..n really really loves me .. I also felt the same way for him..
And then the 4 months past ... i didn't want to move but i moved ... after convincing him and myself.. he told me he will bring me back and will marry me.. But here i m ..facing the truth that i m a married woman ...its been 2 months now in this new city ...and i want to go back and spend my entire life with him .. B'coz i don't feel a thing for my husband now .. and he doesn't even knw that .. with my husband i never felt that he really loves me or even love me..
My boyfriend still wants me and .. want to marry me .. and i also want the same..
plz help me .. advise me .. and suggest me ..

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Another problem - helpppppp

I was in relationship with a girl for the last four years.I met her 4 years back in my previous job.It was not a superficial relationship as we were too deeply involved both emotionally and to some extent physically.We used to know each and everything about each other daily to the extent wat are we eating , when are we sleeping etc.It was almost like a husband and wife kind of relationship.We used to care and do things for each other which no couple could do.
After one and half years of almost living together she went to pursue higher studies in other town and i was staying in other town.Even after that we kept on talking hours on phone everyday and many times visited each others places.We were too much dependent upon each other for small small things.
After completion of her higher studies she came to the same town as i m living in for her job which is quite hectic.We were planning our marriage and she even convinced her parents who later met me and my parents.
Last few days after she came to my town we were fighting on petty things.The fight between us grew bigger and bigger as time passed by.Even though we used to fight before also but after some time one or other used to say sorry to the other and the fights used to end.Last few days became very treachorous and we were fighting like mad.Also i became very demanding on her.
as she is a very outgoing and independent type of personality(bindass types) who does not think before doing things and i m a kind of reserved person who likes to take calculative steps in life, so whenever she used to hang around with her male friends i used to get possessive and didnt used to like it.
Then suddenly one day she told me that she has stopped loving me.She says that she doesnt feel for me any more and does not want to continue with me in life.I was shocked and shattered as i never expected this.
She says because of so much fights between us for so long she has really stoped feeling for me and if anytime she feels for me she will come back to me but she says she will always like to be friends with me.
It has been 6 months since she broke up with me.
I have tried talking to one of her friends and asked her about her sudden decision who told me
that she was not mentally prepared for marriage at that point of time and since i and she was fighting too much so she has taken a break.Also me fighting too much with her has made her rethink about her decision of marrying me.She wants to evaluate if i m the right guy for her or not and since her parents are not in a hurry to marry her she is postponing her decision and she doesnt know how will she do that.
She has since then has kept in touch with me.She calls lets say once in 20-25 days and tells me she is remembering/missing me too much and when i call her and ask her to meet me or talk about why we were fighting etc she ignores it.She always keeps on sayiing that she wants me to be like a friend and i should also go and enjoy my life rather than think about her.
I am in a dilemna as i m not able to understand her mindset.If she misses me then why dosent she want to come back to me.Also as i try to move on in life i get a phone call from her saying she is missing me or general talk and i became restless again.
Some of my friends say that she will come back to me in some time as her parents will try to get her married to somebody.Then only she will realize.
Some of my friends say thay she is trying to use me as a back up option in case she doesnt get better person than me.
Some say to give her time in life and i should not call her as this keeps on boosting her ego.
I know she is too emotional person and there is no other guy in her life.
i m thouroughly confused?
I am ready to talk to her about our fights and has communicated this to her but she says that she is not thinking about all these things now and she justs want to have me as a friend.But friendship is not possible for me.
Should i wait for her to come back?
Should i call her on regular basis or stop calling her?and stop attending her calls.?
If she misses me some time then is some love left in her for me or everythings over.
24 hours i keep on thinking about her and because of that i am not able to concentrate on anything. there are so many memories between us as i have said before we were involved emotionally and physically.
plz help.

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Big problem

Okay this is hard for me because I never share anything and for the last couple of years, I have lied so many times about this. It all started 3 years ago, I started dating this girl that I really really liked. I thought she was so perfect. She was beautiful, funny, and just made me happy in general but problem was she didn't like me as much as i liked her. We broke up on pretty good terms and we were on and off for about a year after that. Finally we broke up for good last year and we stopped talking for about two weeks. After that we started talking again. This normally wouldn't be a problem but I obviously still have feelings for her and I know she doesn't have any for me. We talked everyday for hours and I can never tell her how I feel because I know she doesn't feel the same way. Now she has a boyfriend and I just know she will start talking to me about him and I can't take it. Jealousy is really an ugly thing but I can't help my self. Anyway just a couple of things before I end this, I haven't dated anyone since her and I feel like I can't move on. Anyone have any advice for me?? Please I really feel helples.

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I'm confused with Dual relationship.. help the wayout PLZZ

Hi ...... i am in a relationship for more than 6 years.. And amongst our friend circle we are known to be the best sample love couple. Everyone amazes at our love.. while my BF and i have always had the best time until now. i love him lot to the core. My BF is such a reliable, caring, faithful, flexible, adorable and loving person. i had an ex-BF 6 years back(In my Teens- so called infatuation ) and even my BF did have an EX-GF(Again Infatuation).We both knew about each one's past life very well and now we both are the real true lovers. Now the problem started from me- recently i received a call from by ex- BF and he told that the girl whom he loved had got married to another guy and he's left alone now. He also said that he was so depressed that he wanted some moral support from me.
I told all these stuff to my BF and my BF having so much faith in me, let me talk to that X-BF. At first i didn't even had a concern to that X-BF, i always felt like criticizing him by showing him -how well my BF and I are living now. That X-BF used to call me daily and we used to talk simply over phone for at least five minutes a day. Now a days I'm a little concerned about that X-BF. I feel like talking to him daily and feel like going out with him. Once i went to a cinema with that X-BF without telling my BF. And it was only inside the theater, i felt that i did a mistake- as i always used to keep my BF informed about my every move and this time i didn't . And even that X guy tried to sit closer to me. But only at that moment i felt that i'm gonna be a wife of my BF and not to this guy. Rather than that the X guy behaved diplomatically to me.

Despite loving my BF to the core why did i go out with that X-Guy, it was out of my control. I'm just trying to be his friend and don't want to be anything more than that to him.
Please advise me -- i cant figure out whats in my mind. And also now-days i don't talk to that X-BF as i m afraid whether talking to him will again change my mind and shatter my present beautiful love life.. as i love my BF a lot and don't want to hurt him and leave him at any cause... Kindly suggest me how should i go about this.. And thanks a lot for patiently going through my problem. Please advise me asap........ PLZZZZZZ


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Help me!

Hi my name is Kola! I really need your help, we'll I belong to a sikh family. In my family there is mom, sister and dad. I have some problems with my dad. Well my dad says that he love us. But he never showed his any love to us in his whole life. He doesn't talk to us for Many days just because of no reason. If we ask him like tell me if there is my any fault that ur not talk to us. He would have no voice. I don't know why does he do that? And when ever me and my sister we are out with family or friends he has to insult us in front of ever one. No matter what he has to insult us, so then he can feel that I'm so cool. And he always says that do whatever I say to you guys and always respect me. Like what about mine and my sisters respect? Don't we have any self respect? He never ever understood us. Like I don't even know how fathers love is? I have never seen it. I'm 22 years old and I have never seen fathers love in my whole life. I don't know how to tackle this problem. Please help me guys! Thanks.

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Please help!

My name is Shola Aruloju .
I am 22years old  Businesswoman,and in love with a 32years old man who is a medical doctor.
The problem is he is too old for me to keep as my boyfriend and I am too shy going out with him and leting anybody to know because of the age barrier, we so much love each other and I am confused of what to do.
Please help what can I do!

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Please help, how could I erase him from my mind?

 I am 29 dating a 38-year-old man, who lives and works abroad. I was introduced to him by a family friend three years ago and he normally visits Nigeria once in a year. I got a job in a bank and informed him. Since he got the news , he would send account numbers where I should send money to him.

 Recently, he was in the country, travelled to the village to see his sick father and he called me to send money to him. I did. Since we started dating, he has never given me anything!

 I sent a text that I was no longer interested in the affair and he didint bother to reply me.

 The problem is that I dont know how to erase him from my mind and pray for a better guy to come.